So tired... x_x It's been a long day. I don't know why though! I have barely done anything that warrents me to be tired. I haven't even gone out. Oh well, it's just me being generally lazy.
Oh, and I'm so sorry about that last post. There are typos all over the place. I'd fix it, but I don't feel like it. So nice of myself, right? xD
Listening to Take On Me by Aha. It would really take me back if I was alive back then. But I'm not, so it's just a song that I really like and can, in no way shape or form, hit any of those notes. Oh, not I'm listening to Shiny Toy Guns. Wow, all of these good songs! xD
I was watching Across the Universe earlier. One of the best movies I have ever seen. I don't even like the Beatles and I liked the remakes of them in that movie. ATU defiantely makes my top 5 favorite musicals. That along with Moulin Rouge, Sweeney Todd, Nightmare Before Christmas, and the Labrynth (sorta/kinda). All of those movies are amazing! I like Wicked, but it's not really a movie, so I can't really catagorize it with those. Ya know?
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Oi, I fell asleep at my computer last night. I guess that's what I get for staying up until 3 in the morning drawing. My drawing turned out really good, too. I am happy with it.
Oh, but I am going to the Outback Steakhouse for my dad's birthday in a few hours and I'm am so excited. I absolutely love their Victorian Fillet. It's mouthwateringly delicious.
I've finally gotten my copy of Teen Ink and I am in love with writing all over again. It's amazing that teens like myself are gtting published.
Later... How strange, blogspot seems to have been messing with my formatting here in this post. D:
AGH! I want a brownie. I think I might make some later. Haha yeah.
Saturday, April 4, 2009
Friday, April 3, 2009
Unsure...?
Ah, yes, well. There is him. We'll call him B. He's amazing,wonderful. B always makes me feel wanted and loved. But goddamn him, he surecanmake me angry. And he gives me mixed messages. I don't know what to door think.
Oh Lord and Lady, I am watching CSI: NY and some people arestrange. Why the hell would any man buy a $6000 silicone doll? That is sickanddemeaning towards women. I mean, what does that tell you about how farwe'vecome as a species? Ugh, I don't even want to know what men do withthose dolls.Ah, but the jokes about them! How greatly funny they are.
But violence can never be the answer. I don't mean to soundhippie-ish, but I mean, how does beating up someone solve any of yourproblems?It just flabberghasts me how anyone could think that it's okay tohurt someother living creature for their own personal gain.
Ugh! And America! What has it all come to? There arepoverty-stricken families all over the States while the fat cats on WallStreetand the CEOs of the automobile industries are profiting from the hardwork andtoil of American citizens. Why is the working class paying for thevacations andhouses of these rich pigs? Does it really come down to: therich get richer andthe poor stay poor? What happens to the hard workingmiddle class? I'll tell yawhat, the working class, what used to make upmore than 70% of the Americanpopulation, is slowly diminishing. Why? Idon't know if there is any otherreason than this: GREED. Greed is what is,and has been, gripping the Americannation. We always want more and better.We never seem to be happy with what wehave and appriciate everything thathas been put into getting it. And why are wealways buying foriegn products?I undertsnad that America employs a shitload ofpeople overseas for about1/4 of the cost to employ an American, and Iunderstand that those peopleneed jobs and money to feed their families. But,why are we outsourcing jobsthat would help build the American economy? Does itmake any sense? Do youknow that if you buy somethine made in the USA vs. theexact same thing madein China, the product made in America is moreexpensive?
Ah, sorry about my little rant there. I just can't stand thecurrent state of America. Actually wrote a poem about it...
Americana
The houses are dark
nothing shown
but a flickering light
from the television
left on.
The world has fallen
to the depths of
despair and anguish.
Women selling themselves,
trying to make a living.
Drugs line the streets,
offering a better tomorrow.
Fornication, lust, greed.
Criminals escaping
their deserved punishment.
Sickly children left
to care for themselves.
This is what
America's fallen to.
Why is there no justice?
Why is there nobalance?Yeah, I kindawrotethat when I was laying in bed and trying to sleep. My damned mind willnever letme rest. And just for the hell of it: I <3 you Marhea.
Oh Lord and Lady, I am watching CSI: NY and some people arestrange. Why the hell would any man buy a $6000 silicone doll? That is sickanddemeaning towards women. I mean, what does that tell you about how farwe'vecome as a species? Ugh, I don't even want to know what men do withthose dolls.Ah, but the jokes about them! How greatly funny they are.
But violence can never be the answer. I don't mean to soundhippie-ish, but I mean, how does beating up someone solve any of yourproblems?It just flabberghasts me how anyone could think that it's okay tohurt someother living creature for their own personal gain.
Ugh! And America! What has it all come to? There arepoverty-stricken families all over the States while the fat cats on WallStreetand the CEOs of the automobile industries are profiting from the hardwork andtoil of American citizens. Why is the working class paying for thevacations andhouses of these rich pigs? Does it really come down to: therich get richer andthe poor stay poor? What happens to the hard workingmiddle class? I'll tell yawhat, the working class, what used to make upmore than 70% of the Americanpopulation, is slowly diminishing. Why? Idon't know if there is any otherreason than this: GREED. Greed is what is,and has been, gripping the Americannation. We always want more and better.We never seem to be happy with what wehave and appriciate everything thathas been put into getting it. And why are wealways buying foriegn products?I undertsnad that America employs a shitload ofpeople overseas for about1/4 of the cost to employ an American, and Iunderstand that those peopleneed jobs and money to feed their families. But,why are we outsourcing jobsthat would help build the American economy? Does itmake any sense? Do youknow that if you buy somethine made in the USA vs. theexact same thing madein China, the product made in America is moreexpensive?
Ah, sorry about my little rant there. I just can't stand thecurrent state of America. Actually wrote a poem about it...
Americana
The houses are dark
nothing shown
but a flickering light
from the television
left on.
The world has fallen
to the depths of
despair and anguish.
Women selling themselves,
trying to make a living.
Drugs line the streets,
offering a better tomorrow.
Fornication, lust, greed.
Criminals escaping
their deserved punishment.
Sickly children left
to care for themselves.
This is what
America's fallen to.
Why is there no justice?
Why is there nobalance?Yeah, I kindawrotethat when I was laying in bed and trying to sleep. My damned mind willnever letme rest. And just for the hell of it: I <3 you Marhea.
"One Short Day"
Hey, I'm listening to "One Short Day" from the soundtrack of Wicked. Absolutely amazing. If you haven't seen it, I suggest to see it! Another offshoot of The Wonderful Wizard of Oz is the sci-fi tv series "Tin Man."
I have mixed feelings of this upcoming week though. Spring break, but I'm not going anywhere :/ Upsetting, no? I think so.
Is there anything more irritating than someone trying to shove their religion down your throat? Ugh, I think not. In my biology class today, we were watching a video about monkeys and whatnot and the narrator said something of evolution. I thought nothing of it but the guy next to said, "He shouldn't be allowd to say that. This is a public school, I don't think it's right that they are pushing a certain belief on students. There isn't even evidence to prove that evolution is real, it's just a theory." And then he went on to talk about some Bible nonesense and how Creation is the true way the humans came about. Now, since I have hardly any belief in the Christian relgion, I thought this statement was very single-minded. I tried to get him to see a more... scientific and open-minded view of it and he kept cutting me off and after a few minutes, he stopped talking to me altogether. Is that just annoying or what?
When will my father let me make my own decisions? He is always correcting everything I do, and never lets me make my own mistakes. I know it's his job to protect me, but I need to do things on my own and try things out. I'm going to be out in the world on my own soon and I need to learn to make my own way.
By the way, just so ya'll know, my name is Jessi and I live in Michigan; although that is about all of the information I will divulge because of the ever groing threat of exposure to perverts. But is it cliche for a teenager to start a blog of her random thoughts and life? I'm not sure, but probably.
I will probably add more posts continually throughout the day because new things come to mind all the time and I feel that it's too confining to try to post everything into one post.
I feel as though if I had to choose between being deaf or blind, I would have to choose the latter. I think it would be a very lonely and quiet life to be deaf. That and music is more or less one of the main aspects of my life. Haha.
I have mixed feelings of this upcoming week though. Spring break, but I'm not going anywhere :/ Upsetting, no? I think so.
Is there anything more irritating than someone trying to shove their religion down your throat? Ugh, I think not. In my biology class today, we were watching a video about monkeys and whatnot and the narrator said something of evolution. I thought nothing of it but the guy next to said, "He shouldn't be allowd to say that. This is a public school, I don't think it's right that they are pushing a certain belief on students. There isn't even evidence to prove that evolution is real, it's just a theory." And then he went on to talk about some Bible nonesense and how Creation is the true way the humans came about. Now, since I have hardly any belief in the Christian relgion, I thought this statement was very single-minded. I tried to get him to see a more... scientific and open-minded view of it and he kept cutting me off and after a few minutes, he stopped talking to me altogether. Is that just annoying or what?
When will my father let me make my own decisions? He is always correcting everything I do, and never lets me make my own mistakes. I know it's his job to protect me, but I need to do things on my own and try things out. I'm going to be out in the world on my own soon and I need to learn to make my own way.
By the way, just so ya'll know, my name is Jessi and I live in Michigan; although that is about all of the information I will divulge because of the ever groing threat of exposure to perverts. But is it cliche for a teenager to start a blog of her random thoughts and life? I'm not sure, but probably.
I will probably add more posts continually throughout the day because new things come to mind all the time and I feel that it's too confining to try to post everything into one post.
I feel as though if I had to choose between being deaf or blind, I would have to choose the latter. I think it would be a very lonely and quiet life to be deaf. That and music is more or less one of the main aspects of my life. Haha.
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